I hope that when my memory fades, yours would be the last to go. I know that less than a year will never be enough time to know someone. But I like to think that I have truly known you. And I hope you have truly known me.
I have never once tried to be somebody else i’m not whenever i’m around you. I never felt like I had to be someone else for you to like me. I felt like I can be that stupid, selfish, damaged, sad, angry clumsy person that I am. I felt like I can show you all that without ever fearing that you might run away like everybody did. I never felt like cursing around you and telling you all the stupid things I think about will in any way change the way you see me. And that’s something.
I think that there’s something there. In seeing the worst and not loving any less. I think that there’s something there. In showing who you really are and not being scared of being loved a little less.
Thank you for this unique and beautiful friendship. You are an amazing person. You are an amazing friend. And I am so so lucky to have met not just someone like you, I am so lucky to have met you. It was a privilege to know you and to love you.
I have loved every part of you. Even the ones that you hate about yourself.
Because this love was never blind. It sees but it’s accepting. Because a love that sees through is unchanging.
I will always say this prayer for you. And I wish for you to be okay and to be happy. I wish for you to get to where you wanted to be. No matter how long the journey will be. I could only hope I can take every step with you- but when the days are rough, my only wish is that somehow the world will make you see yourself the way I do. There’s just so much good in you. Never ever give up, I’m just here. You will always always have me, no matter what. Know that at least. It’s not a big deal and I am nobody, but you always have me.