I wished that you asked me to wait. That you asked me to stay. Even if it was selfish, because you are anyway. I wished that I didn’t lose you. I wish there weren’t a lot of times I didn’t fight enough for the people I love. I wish that I didn’t do what I thought was right. I hope I wasn’t so afraid to hurt someone else. I hope I chose you over myself. I hope I said something. I just hope that I said that I love you. I hope I said a word. This is how i didn’t fight for you. Because I felt, because you made me feel… that you didn’t want me to.